I had been trying for a long time to get pregnant, and it seemed like nothing was working. I had gone through several miscarriages, and each one had been a huge blow to my heart and spirit. Now, hopefully this one lasts longer than before.
I had been so excited when I first found out that I was pregnant, but that excitement had quickly faded as I started to worry about the possibility of another miscarriage. I had become so cautious and careful, trying to do everything I could to ensure the baby’s safety. I was constantly on edge, and I was afraid of letting myself get too attached to the baby.
I had stopped talking to my friends and family about the pregnancy because I was afraid of jinxing it. I had become so isolated and lonely, but I was determined to see this through.
I was so relieved when I made it to the end of the first trimester, and I was finally able to relax a little. I was cautiously optimistic that this pregnancy would be successful, but I was still terrified. I had been through so much already, and I just wanted this pregnancy to be a success.
I was so happy when I finally held my baby in my arms. I had made it through the pregnancy and I was filled with joy and relief. I was so grateful that my baby was healthy and safe. I was finally able to let myself be fully present and enjoy the moment.
I still have my worries and fears when it comes to my baby, but I have faith that this pregnancy will be successful. I’m so thankful for this blessing, and I’m determined to do everything I can to make sure my baby is safe and healthy.
