The sun had just set and the world around me had grown dark. My heart felt heavy as I looked out the window and watched the stars twinkle in the sky. I couldn’t help but wonder if I had made the right decision. I had no one left in this world, no one to turn to, no one to lean on. I had lost my family, my friends, and my job. The weight of the world was crushing me and I just couldn’t bear it anymore.
As I lay in the bathtub, the water slowly engulfing my body, I tried to remember all of the good times I had shared with those I loved. But all I could think of was the pain that had consumed me for so long. My mind was a blur of memories and misplaced emotions. It wasn’t until the water started to get cold that reality set in.
I slowly got out of the tub and wrapped a towel around my body. The world was quiet as I made my way to the bedroom where I had set up the rope. I looked up, tears streaming down my face, and closed my eyes. I wouldn’t have taken my life if I knew they would’ve taken theirs.
But it was too late now. My lifeless body dangled from the ceiling fan as the world around me continued to spin. I had thought that this was the only way out, but in the end, it only added more pain to the world. A world that I could no longer be a part of, a world that would never be the same without me.