I was always the type of person who started things but never finished them. I was constantly on the lookout for something new and exciting, but when it came to the actual work, I could never commit to finishing anything.
I was always so eager to start something new, but I was never able to follow through. Every time I got close to completing something, I would get overwhelmed and give up. I was constantly starting projects and then abandoning them, leaving them unfinished and incomplete.
I tried to tell myself that it was okay, that I was just too busy to finish things, but deep down I knew that wasn’t the case. I was simply too afraid to commit to anything, to put in the effort and see it through to the end.
It was a frustrating cycle that I couldn’t seem to break. I wanted to be able to finish something, to have something to show for my efforts, but I could never commit to finishing anything. I felt like a failure, like I was never going to be able to accomplish anything.
It was a lonely and depressing feeling, but it was one that I had to live with. I can never commit to finishing anything, and it’s something I have to accept.